Today she went to the high school basketball game, everything seemed fine, I was playing basketball here at school, told her I’d call her in a few. I called her when I was done, it was close to 10pm. She seemed down so I immediately asked if everything was ok and it wasnt. But she was doing her homework and couldnt talk because she was around her mom and sister. So it was about them. So I said call me when you get a chance. I texted her like 5 minutes later saying that she seemed really down and concerned… but she kinda got a little attitude with me… which she doesnt do often, but something must have been really bothering her. She texted me like a hour or so later saying she didnt feel like talking and was going to sleep. So I called her and she wouldnt tell me what was wrong and was getting irritated. And got mad I kept asking what was wrong so I just let her go. She says its something really serious and she hasnt told me. I dont sleep too early much so Im going to be sitting here in anticipation on what is wrong…. SIGH.
I hope everything is ok
12506
Posted on February 14th, 2008 by julian
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Life has been rough for Angela and I…some worse than others, no doubt. We cry, we talk, we laugh, we hold, we love, we fight, we smile, we are together at the end of the day. We have love for one another that neither one us of can describe thoroughly.
We both have this fantasy planned out for our relationship that we are both excited and scared for at the same time. We get the feeling that we are too young and we are more than ready at the same time.
When it all boils down, we are in love and in love we shall be. Love is our ‘Good Life’ while everything on the outside seems to be the worse of the worse.
I love her soo much and I know she loves me. 12506 - 10708 - forever…
Posted on January 7th, 2008 by julian
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This doesn’t feel right with him gone.
I feel like a part of me is missing..Just a few days ago we were playing monopoly and laughing with eachother and now he’s 100 odd miles away. On top of it I won’t see him for a month. I miss him already
Posted on January 2nd, 2008 by angie-juju
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I’ve been here for almost 20 days and Angela and I have caught up so much. The reason we love each other has become clearer once again. We laugh and joke and tease just as we used to before I left. Things seem back to normal. The only thing is I have to leave 15 days early because of basketball. It sucks because everything is so perfect… ya know? I am going to be Cape with the basketball team and no one else. Just sitting in my dorm room on the computer and playing the game.
I’ll miss the hell out of her. I really will. I love her to death and we have so much in common and we click… it amazing. But our grade levels is the the thing that makes it hard but strengthens it at the same time.
I just simply Love Angela
12five06 -123007-forever
Posted on December 30th, 2007 by julian
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OMG, one year went by so fast…
It started with when we were on the computer after my basketball game, well she was at her house and I was at mine and I typed to her “Check your facebook” it was a relationship request…lol. So dorky… anyways she got me. After that night she told me some things that were asked by these guys that were hitting on her at my game.
Angela: haha tell me why these roosevelt boys were tryin ta hit on me today
Julian Gilliam: fareal
Julian Gilliam: what they say?
Angela: they were jus like “say lil mama come here” so i walked over there and they were like “can i get a number or somethin, u mad cute” i was like “you want my number? check out number12″ lol they were like “…ooo…”
After that I knew I had her but she did not know I felt the same for her.
In high school, it was not ideal for a senior who I’ve heard from her and other people did what I did and get into a relationship with a sophomore. I am glad that I did not follow the immature rules of high school and it was one of the best decisions of my life. Asking Angela out :).
It has been a year filled with laughs and screams, smiles and frowns, best fillings in the world and heartaches, but when it is all in one big picture, it was one of the best years of my life. We have grown so much since last year as individuals and as a couple.
I love and care for her so much. I am happy she is my other half.
12506-12507-forever
I love you Angela Diane Waterson
Posted on December 5th, 2007 by julian
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Everything…. thats the end of this blog. Self explanatory. Maybe Ill make a part II in a day or two.
Posted on November 16th, 2007 by julian
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It’s been almost a year for us.. we’ve been through some ish, let me tell yah..
lately i’ve been stressed. about alot, and i mean ALOT.. the fam, volleyball, trying to keep up with our relationship, grades, friends, EVERYTHING..
sorry if i seem down. i really don’t want to but it is hard when you are stressed out. Julian I just want you to know that there isn’t anything “wrong”.. im just goin through stuff right now. I love you baby, please stick by me through the hard times.
Posted on November 15th, 2007 by angie-juju
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just because it’s tuesday
i thought i would say i love you
because i do julian, i love you
Posted on October 30th, 2007 by angie-juju
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I am leaving soon.. in like 8 days and I am excited to leave but there is something that I am sad to leave, Angela. I love her soo much and I know that she knows that and I know she loves me. I’m scared in every aspect.
I don’t know what to do at this point towards our relationship. I want to do whats best to make it last. I suggested going on a break until I got settled in college and give her time to play vball and not really worry about me. I also think that it will give us enough space to prevent huge fights and falling apart.
I dont want us to break up and a couple wont unless they both want it… and i believe we both want our love to last and I am willing to do whatever to do so, even go on a “break”… but I am worried about myself and I am unaware of what I might experience, everything is going to be new and I am scared that I wont have the time to dedicate to her that I want for the first few weeks or month or so….then basketball season starts and im gonna be away for months at a time without seeing her.
Our decision was to go on a break until I got settled in and she was done with volleyball… I did a lot of thinking and I am going to miss her so much and I don’t know if I can handle it… but then I did more thinking… a break would be best for us… we will still stay in contact and our lives will be our main priorities and when we visit we will act as we do now (my angie babie).
Its hard… and we both know this.. but I believe this is something we should do in my eyes. I will always love her and I hope she knows that. I only want the best for us
I Love Her So Much
12506 and still counting….it will until we stop loving each other and I doubt that is happening anytime soon
Posted on August 8th, 2007 by julian
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Wendsday Aug 8, 2007
He’s leaving for college at SEMO in one week. He’s leaving… I hate to say it like that because I don’t want to think of it like it’s leaving. I try to keep myself busy so I don’t cry, but at night it seems to come anyway. Or at least everytime I have to say good-bye to him. It’s so hard to have something so perfect and have to somehow almost let it go. I’m crying again. He’s the most amazing person I’ve ever met in my life and why does it have to be him that goes. I want us to be happy, but it’s gonna be so hard. We’re barely gonna get to see eachother with our schedules. I just wish somehow it would work.. I don’t wanna let him go, he’s the only thing that balances me.
I love him so much…..
It’s break time..?
Posted on August 8th, 2007 by angie-juju
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